All I wanted was one night with him. As it turns out I haven’t seen him in over a month. I have left him alone because he is so stressed with work and other things hanging over his head.
He did end up coming over on Saturday night. Even though I was sick he spent the evening with me. It doesn’t mean I forgive him but its a start.
Then I find out that he has made the time to visit other people. That pissed me off. Not the fact that he has been seeing friends but the fact he is “too busy” to see me.
He tells me last night that I am not understanding and demanding. Its been over a fucking month since I see him what does he expect.
This weekend he has plans today to see “people” but he is very vague about the whole thing. Not like him at all. He tells me every damn minute of his life but now I am being “too nosy”.
Maybe I am jumping to conclusions but I think he may be seeing someone. One reason being he has no interest in sex with me at the moment. No explanation given.
Since I have been through this with him before, I am going to not explode like I did last time.
I am going to calmly walk away and he if really cares about me like he claims to, then he will have to be honest from this point on.
I have my doubt but I am not going to let him ruin my holidays. You shouldn’t let anyone ruin your holidays.
If you are going through a break up right now, Please be kind to yourself. Its ok to be a little selfish and treat yourself well. You deserve it.
How many of you of are going through a break up right now?
