The original EX-BF has called me. He is I guess in an up mood (remember he is bi-polar) .
We just chatted about his upcoming gig. I asked him if he wanted to do some modeling again. He said yes (however he is a flake so I won’t count on it) He told me that he doesn’t look good anymore.
Later on he was on Facebook. The next day I found out he had been watching our old videos. I wonder what he was thinking.
Now before you think I am on the rebound, I am not. I am no longer attracted to him and will never forget the lies and the pain he caused me.
I have no desire to save him. He hasn’t got off of drugs or stopped the drinking. He has at least two girlfriends since me.
The one thing I can do is forgive.
