If you are familiar with Fast Times at Ridgemont High, You might remember the scene where Demone gets in his car only to discover it has been spray painted with the word Prick on it.
I feel right now like going a spray painting his car, or making his pictures public so his new GF can see he was seeing someone while was getting involved with her.
I am not a douche so I can’t go there. This site and my therapist office are the only two places I need to vent to.
He has not contacted me. I have not contacted him. At this time I have no desire to contact him. Why?
Because he only believes his own version of the truth. I hope deep down inside he knows he was dishonest with me.
Now I take responsibility too. I should of pointed out the things that bothered me, and said something. I didn’t, so he felt he could go behind my back.
He certainly did not show me he was unhappy with me.
He did the douchy thing a lot of people do, sleep with you until they find someone else, then tell you.
He could of just told me, “look I do not see this going any where so I am going to look for a relationship that works for me”. It would of hurt, but at least he would have been honest.
I realize I am rambling at this point and I probably do not make sense.
When I feel in a better place and I have collected my thoughts, I will be back.
Keep your chin up ladies. You are worthy of a good man who loves you and respects you. I know I am.
Are you ready?
